Happy sweet 16th to me . This shall be the first post of this year on my blog . & my blog is so dead . i guess nobody reads it anyway . The best birthday celebration this year . Elena planned this surprise on me by telling me they are not free to celebrate it with me . In the end they did (:
Many many things changed . i left him . Again . But my condition is better than what i expected i will be . i still miss him though . Perhaps i'm a little boy crazy over someone else now , but no matter what, he's still there . Little things by him get me hyped up . i want to know how's he doing, is he okay . i want to talk to him normally like nothing has ever happened . But it's so difficult .
People say i'm being foolish . Foolish for letting go of someone who love me so much . But i don't want to be so dependent on anybody . i don't want to get too used to having someone by my side . Who knows, if he/she left one day, i'll be all ruins . i may regret letting go of him now, but it's for my own good right ? i can't be involve in love now . All i do is to break people's heart .
imissyou , iloveyou . You're the one that stayed the longest with me, what if you leave too . i don't think i can deal with the pain again . Gone .
Thursday, September 30, 2010, 3:16 AM
Exams are coming . But the mood is not really there . Alot of things on my mind . Hope it gets off soon . Starting to listen to 8eight's without a heart again . It's that bad .
i just hope i can be stronger . i don'twant to be so weak . idon'twant to break down so often , so badly . idon'twant to cry anymore .
i'm getting tired . And it's only been 2months .
FML
Sunday, September 19, 2010, 8:29 AM
Mummy taught me not to lie . But i still do . Who doesn't ?
Saturday, August 28, 2010, 4:23 AM
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Went out just now with Rasyid to talk about camp preps .
This few weeks was okay .
Test mania finally over !
But not totally over ,
left with phy & geo .
GAMBATE !
& muhahahaha , i passed my maths tests !
Last friday went to NUS for dance concert .
mygawd ,
they are awesome ~
Shall upload some pictures ~
Shamsul !
-Byeeeeeeeeeeee
i have my limits , don't push me too far .
Monday, August 23, 2010, 7:05 AM
i shouldnt be here blogging . i'm suppose to be studying my amaths . Have to get the good result & shove it into the asshole's face == & yeahh , to shut him up for good like please .
JIAYOU ~ 5 tests a week , it's killing . But , i'm coping . Oh wait , am i ? i hope so ..
Idk what's with you & your sudden change of attitude . Sometimes i wish , you would stop doing that . Kinda tiring you know ........ Hot & cold they called it .
Sunday, March 6, 2011, 3:46 AM
